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[09 Dec 2003|11:08pm] |
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Ah...thank Eru it stopped.
Apparently there's someone who wants to take alcohol from me? [laughs] Me? Drink alcohol? NEVER. *HIC* Oops...where did *HIC* that come from? OH DAMMIT.
Falls asleep at the cliff. Alone. Somewhat sober. And cold.
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[07 Dec 2003|11:28pm] |
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I feel useless. *HIC*
I miss feeling wanted. *HIC*
Why did I come back? *HIC*
I guess it was because...*HIC*...I wanted to redeem myself.
dawdles. If you can even call it walking from behind. Here I stand. At the cliff Melamin and I spent our nights just holding each other
IMRAZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR! *HIC* Finally losing balance, I let the wind toussle my hair as I watch the moon's light play with the water.
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[04 Dec 2003|11:31pm] |
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And when was the last time I had a good night's sleep? Can I say...not for a long time. It's gotten cold out now. But I still keep the warmth in my heart. All those times I knew I had something to live for. When can I sleep well? Where can I sleep well? sigh Just not a place where it is cold.
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[04 Dec 2003|01:34am] |
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'Tis been too long since I hath last been here. I hold nothing against my mun since she has been in conflict with herself. Here I am, consoling her very tears. She is torn. As am I.
[sigh] Too long since I've been here. I've been long forgotten. But she needs me. She needs a place to rest. To smile. To remember. To think. To heal.
'Tis been too long since I've heard her laugh. Oh please Eru, with my sadness, lift hers. 'Tis been too long m'lady. Please laugh again...he's here. He's here. Forget the heartbreak. You are immortal. You owe him nothing. You owe me everything. Please m'lady. Smile again...
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[07 Feb 2003|05:55pm] |
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What a dream...
I wish I could have stayed in it longer.
sighs On a better note, my mun got me a paid account and I now have more nice pics to urge my mun to update and be more active.
I think I'll take a horse and go out riding.
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[06 Feb 2003|11:27pm] |
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Bleh. I don't see where I can fit in anymore. Not that it matters. I guess it's my fault for not being here enough. sigh
walking alone to the cliff where she had spent many times with her Imrazor, she looks out into the cold, dark horizon as the waves below crash against the rocks. The bitterness of the wind bites her cheek as she reminsces the memories spent there. Closing her eyes and watching the moon rise, she looks at the engagement ring Imrazor had given her, tempted to throw it in the ocean. Closing her eyes and accepting the pain, she realizes she does not have the strength to let go and whispers watching her breath form a ghost in the air, "Gerich veleth nîn Melamin."
Falling asleep under a tree, she dreams of the times when there was someone who needed her...
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[05 Feb 2003|11:34pm] |
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I definitely believe that I live up to my name as the Lost Mithrellas.
[sigh] There is so much going on right now in M.E.
There's Elanor and her new baby. Now that is what I call precious.
And the Fellowship of the Remote? Urrr...can anyone be so kind enough as to fill me in on that because it kind of feels ackward not knowing what's going on if I slightly want to be a part of it.
Then there's Faramir and Haldir and Beruthiel's lost cat, Lokiel. I guess the least I can do is find the cat since I can't find a place to be in or a part to play in this time of angst, quests and...whatever. Shows me for leaving right? searches and calls for Lokiel some more
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[05 Feb 2003|06:11pm] |
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LJ is being a bitch again. I just want to take my bow and give it a whack! Ahem...
Well. How many moons has it been since my mun last updated? Eh. Too many for my fingers to count. My mun was watching TTT the other night and then Eomer came on the screen and she had an orgasm wondered how her old friends in LJ Middle Earth were doing.
sighs and plucks a flower All I've heard about M.E. is the fact that there was an earthquake, that Eomer's been recovering from a sickness, and that Elanor had a baby? :) Forgive the cluelessness. now begins to pluck its petals
I wonder if I was ever forgotten? There is a fat chance. But I can always rely on dear Norolinde, but even she has began to give up hope. I'm sorry if my absense has forced you to do this darling.
But most of all, I miss Imrazor-mun. My sweet Melamin. If anyone needs help, company or anything, please do not hesitate to say anything. falls asleep on sweet, emerald green grass basking in the glow of the moonlight
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[01 Sep 2002|11:15pm] |
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Alright. No updates since...way too back for me to count. A lot more people here in M.E. More people than I plan to remember, but I think I can work my way around my sched to at least have fun over here. I mist it a lot.
And there's also the fact that...my wedding got postponed becuz of my mun's milestone trip alone half-way around the world? And maybe it's also cuz of the fact that I haven't met Noro's husband yet. And it's very shocking to see that she already has a child. But weirder that it's not Galdor's.
Usually it's Imrazor who's asking me to come back. Now it's his turn to show his ass up. Threatening again would be good won't it? Become a man again? I don't think I can fall for another becuz I know I love you... but... that's if magic and sorcery isn't involved. .:cackles:. Alright. Melamin. I'm giving you 3 days...
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[20 Jul 2002|09:25am] |
Well. In my absense, there has been nothing but important people (at least people whom I thought were essential to the "excitement" of M.E.) missing I'm guessing. I noticed that at a certain point Nelys, Melkor and Frodo DELETED THEIR JOURNALS? All I can say is I can understand now what some of you might have thought if I deleted my journal. .:smiles:.
Well the biggest thing right now is the wedding of dearest Noro. Congrats darling. .:sniffles:. Hehe. Yah. Since your father and brother's muns are coming over becuz of a party at my mun's house, everyone should be there for your wedding. If you need someone to officiate the wedding, see if you can ask Denethor. He does them really well. He was the one that your father and I wanted to officiate over ours which I am announcing officially will be this Monday. The night b4 my mun leaves. :) Which means I've got some planning to do eh?
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[26 Jun 2002|01:55am] |
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.:sighs:. Long time...it's really been a while. Things have taken its toll on me and I'm better than I used to be. Sorry to say that I still am suffering, but it's nothing I can't handle now I guess because I'm surrounded by so many supportive people. And friends...and Melamin. You and your mun have done so much. I love you oh so much. Kisses to you my darling. And me oh my! I have a lot of catching up to do. A wedding to plan. Oh goodness. And Issy is already married. I can't believe I missed it!!! .:snaps fingers:.
And wow. Noro...your father's gift. ;) Nice job sweetie. He's not the only one who's going to have fun with it, but then again maybe you didn't want to know that.
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[12 Jun 2002|05:05pm] |
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Oh my! Little children everywhere! May someone tell me who started all this?!
OOC: Things have been really busy for me lately. And it seems as if it's all getting to my head. And it's also due to the fact that I'm entering one of my most important years of my life and I can't risk any distractions.
I've been thinking about this little role that I've been playing here. I admit, I had A LOT of fun. And as I said about being busy, this summer, I won't be here for the most part. I don't want to be oblivious to what's happening here because for sure I'll miss a lot. I can't even ask anyone to play this and Gilmith's role for me. Imrazor mun & Galador mun, it's been fun. The bonding was there and this is something to look back on when we're old and wrinkly. .:shudder:. ^_^ And knowing that you guys are older, you guys must be twice as busy. (Maybe that's why you haven't posted as much) I'm reaching that certain point that as soon as I get back from my trip, I'll have a lot of catching up to do in reality, let alone M.E. So I've been thinking about deleting this and Gilmith's journal. Imrazor and Galador, the choice is up to you on what to do with yours. I just don't like being here but nothing's happening you know? This decision will come after the wedding. Dun worry. ;) It's been A LOT of fun. Really!
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[10 Jun 2002|11:27pm] |
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Apparently, the wedding won't work out if it's this Saterday. .:sigh:. Sorry to all that knew and was looking forward to it. But then again...who knew?! LoL. I mean I've been watching M.E. lately and it's either people are M.I.A. or are just attaining to their own affairs. Awww. And Issy already has chosen her wedding party. .:smiles and shakes her head:. Don't worry sweetie. You're already fine the way you are. Perfection can be frustrating. And being too perfect is scary. She's going to have a wedding too with Faramir. Maybe Melamin and I should wait till after theirs? I just hope that it's before my mun leaves! Garg!!! I mean, I thought fitting everything in reality was hard, it's the same thing here! Time to reschedule...Sorry again!
.:rubs temples:. Melamin? Can you give me a head massage?
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[08 Jun 2002|07:22pm] |
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I can't think of a good date. I've been thinking about the eve of June 15. Imrazor has been very uptight about this. Whether to make it a big thing or just something small and simple. I admit that having a small and simple wedding does have its advantages. But the big ones are fun too. I remember Frodo and Sam's wedding. That was definitely a night to remember. And as a result of that night came Galador. LMAO!!!
.:nestles into the sleeping Imrazor's arms and gingerly kisses his shoulder:. You have no idea how much I love you.
laughs as she sees Imrazor smile in his sleep...
That better be me you're dreaming about. ;)
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[05 Jun 2002|08:06pm] |
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I long to say I love you Melamin, but it seems as if we have a problem in our hands? NOROLINDE!!!
What she did was noble, very brave and for the better good. But...
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[04 Jun 2002|08:36pm] |
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Just to put it straight out...
OOC: I couldn't have done it better myself. I'm quite surprised it ended up the way it did! I thought it would be @ Rivendell! Very impressive...LoL.
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Haha. Imrazor is going to cry! Imrazor is going to cry! .:laughs on the floor:.
Ahem. I'm sorry. So what's up Middle Earth? .:giggles:. I'm sorry. Mun is very hyper tonight. Imrazor is actually on. .:cough CRYBABY cough:.
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[03 Jun 2002|08:08pm] |
My daughter is in battle, and kicking ass. Why the hell wasn't I notified of this?! .:smiles proudly:. Very nice Gilmith. You bring tears to my eyes. Be weary my dear.
And my new daughter has given me something belated for Mother's day. .:grins wider:. Thank you!!!
This warm feeling inside is undescribable, yet I'm a bit worried about you Gilmith. Come back safe! As the rest of you brave warriors. .:blows a good luck kiss in the air for all in battle:.
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[01 Jun 2002|11:25pm] |
.:riding up to the house, I see a familiar figure in the shadows:. Good. That must be Galador
Issy? .:huggles:. I'm still so exicted for you and Faramir. And you are such an inspiration. Since Norolinde has gotten me to the point where my thoughts for her are in fear for her, I'm going to adopt her and Lashana. .:smiles:. Where did you get the papers? I will also take in the advice you gave me. I never thought of that before! ;) So that's what you said in Italian? Ah. The most romantic language to me. Even though I can't speak it. My mun likes singing to it though. LoL.
Yes Gilmith. Things are looking up.
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[01 Jun 2002|10:10pm] |
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Oh Galador. .:shakes head:. Look at all the uproar you've caused. .:sigh:.
I am obligated to leave Rivendell. Alone. I'm sorry Melamin. I know there are some business that need to be handeled, but there is nothing else I can do. I will not stand by and watch this happen. I'm headed to Dol Amroth to help set things straight. I apologize to all affected.
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